But also, I think about what my face, which I know and like might look like... processed. With the edges smoothed off, with the faces of other people and other ideas of what is "good looking" imposed on it might be.
I do not want to see that.
Tried one of those "digital makeup" apps years ago, and it was pure body horror.
I couldn't recognize myself, but I could. I hated it.
Never again.


